Uninvited

Like anyone would be
I am flattered by your fascination with me
Like any hot blooded woman
I have simply wanted an object to crave
But you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

Must be strangely exciting
To watch the stoic squirm
Must be somewhat heartening
To watch shepard meet shepard
But you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

Like any uncharted territory
I must seem greatly intriguing
You speak of my love like
You have experienced like mine before
But this is not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

I don't think you unworthy
I need a moment to deliberate

* a song by alanis

just passing...

i haven't visited this blog since the last time i updated it. i was busy with my requirements in school. also, the thoughts that were running through my head for the past couple of weeks were things i would rather keep between me and my private journal. so what could those thoughts be? hmm... well, those thoughts made me throw my cell phone on the floor which is some thing i never did. it didn't break to my huge relief. yeah, i know what i did was crazy. however, i would rather let my journal keep the secret to itself. but every thing is ok now with me. i'm normal. i'm happy. it was just a phase i went through.